Things have to get better...

Have you ever wondered why things, particularly bad things, have to happen to us? My family and I are having a rough time right now and I catch myself asking if things will ever go back to normal. I love my boys and husband more than life itself...and to think that struggling is all we have to look forward to breaks my heart. I wish I could go back and do some things different...then maybe our life wouldn't be so darn difficult :( Christmas is right around the corner and this year I just have one wish...for us all to be happy again.