This is me...regardless of what you might think.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Tired of feeling this way...
Hello world! Has anyone ever felt like they put people first that continually put you last? I feel like I am constantly left out and ignored until the time is right and I am "needed". I am tired of worrying about how everyone else feels when no one seems to care how I feel they just focus on what makes them happy at the moment...jealousy? Maybe. If you want to call the fit I am having right now jealousy than go right on ahead. I am just tired of being taken for granted...one of these days they will look around and realize I am no longer there, and when that time comes it will be too late to fix anything. ACTUALLY...the damage is done there is no fixing anything now. This is it from now on no more bending over backwards to make people happy when obviously they will never do the same for me :( You know that saying, "Life's a dance you learn as you go"? Well by now I know all the moves and I have finally learned the hard way that everyone is only out for themselves. Now I am going to end this rant on a good note and say that I am looking forward to the three day weekend with the three best people in the world! TA TA for now!
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ReplyDeleteOh- I also wanted to write a testimony to Brit. Brit- like you have said to me before and I have agreed also. No matter how long we go with out talking we will always be best friends!! I just wanted to say I'm sorry for all the lost time we have had. If I could go back I would... I love you with all my heart!!! No matter how many miles we are apart... You are very close to my heart (haha that goes well together)... Not only you but your entire family is close to my heart and will always will be!!!
ReplyDeleteI love you Brit!
~Melissa~